Having a blue Monday in Majuro today. Maybe its the rain or maybe its the hormones, but either way.....i need to crawl up in a ball and get out of my own head. Counting down the days until I can spend a day without children screaming in a language I don't understand.
But I am stuck thinking ...
Thinking about the holidays and how it doesn't feel like Christmas this year. After the break in and James' memorial and the non-stop-ness of December.... its hard to think that its actually Christmas time. I miss the snow, the Christmas decorations, the Christmas cookies, the silly Christmas sweaters, family.. family.... family.... i miss it all. I'm trying to find out what I did with that Osmond Family Xmas Cd - that always puts me in the Holiday Spirit.
But the big question in my head today is... Where will I be next year? Thinking about me.. me and Provan.... and how we are going to work it out and be happy... cuz in the end I guess thats all I really want. To be happy. Some new ideas are coming up..... Kelly, tell me about nursing school........
