Reflections on a day: I need to get a nursing job. I will get a fabulous nursing job. I love being a nurse. I can run three miles without stopping. I ran offroad and uphill some of the way. In the dark. It was amazing. Only ten more miles and I have the half marathon. I think I can. I think I can.
I am trying to stay sane. I am trying hard not to cry about closing doors and saying goodbye to all of the great things about Austin and Kris and Kayla. (Boo-hoo Kayla). Maybe they will let me take Kayla? We are going to be surrounded by people who love us. It will be amazing to have holidays surrounded by people and to make green bean casserole and have people actually eat it. I think I can. I think I can.
I applied for two jobs today. My kids are beautiful and funny and loving. They won't eat vegetables. Maybe Mom can help with that? I think I can. I think I can. (I can.) Love-Kelly
